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Just popping in to check on any new posts and make sure I respond if I can. Hope all is well and, as usual, if you are reading this, take a minute to post something. It is always good to hear from you!
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i remembered this blog today. im glad its still here. third yr in college. time sure flies. im currently mastering the art of loneliness. i dont have my family, friends, or boyfriend. i miss my parents very much. the betrayal of my sister leaves me wondering if i could ever trust again. my "friends" who i hear from randomly have disappointed me as well. i was always there for them i have gone out of my way to always help them. then a crisis hits my life and they became distant. ive call them on several occasions to have a shoulder to lean on but they randomly answer my calls. they are to busy to hang out. i really liked this one guy. he wasn't very nice to me but randomly he kept me company not genuine of course he was just using me sexually. i actually lost my virginity to him. then he get's arrested for molesting an eleven yr old. i transferred to another university my roomates are friendly but not friends. i have join different clubs tried to make new friends but its not going very well. seems like people already have their cliques. currently jobless. my debt only increases. its causing me alot of stress. theres no where to turn. no one to trust. i dont know what would be of me. sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night sweating and scared feeling so lost. wishing i can hug dad. wishing i can have a friend to lean on. i hope i am able to stay sane in this loneliness. i hope that one day i can have a man love me. i hope to make it to graduation.i know i wont have a graduation party or dinner or a crowd of people cheering me as i walk down the stage but i hope i am able to be content, stay strong, be ready to start another chapter in my life. until then ill continue to master the art of loneliness.
p.s. thank you ms velin for this blog, and the inspirational messages you continued to give us in class. you thought me to smile
I had you last year, and I was always fairly quiet, I didn't really say much to draw attention to myself, but I thought you were a great teacher with a good head on your shoulders, and I wished I would of asked you for help with some of the things that I've been struggling with for the past few years. I have a few addictions that I went to rehab for and I just really hope that I stay on the right track, it was slightly hard for me academically last year, but I'm glad I made it through your class.
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